Lustful Infatuation: Feeding the Illusion

"You know my name... cause you have whispered it on your tongue a dozen times, just this week.  I am your perfect lover, and I am always here."

I know it is wrong of me to think of you in these ways, but alas my mind body and soul are at a point of delving into the sweet texture of your knowing.  I wish to caress the skin that covers you with firm adoration and purposeful intentions.  I would enjoy arousing you to depths within your own being.  I have gazed upon you, without you looking, simply to drink your intoxicating radiance into my mouth - via my eyes.  I know parts of you that I long to explore but yet only have through ethereal worlds where there are no restrictions to physical contact.  I see you there, clueless to my observation, beautiful, clever, and dynamic.  Yet, my sweet beloved muse, you tease me.  You tease me without even knowing of this torment.  Sometimes, I wonder if you are aware of my lustful infatuation that I would give 1 breath just to be able to raise your voice to crescendic ovation.  When your face catches mine, I simply smile.  A sweet and gentle smile so that you know I mean you no harm.  In the grandness of everything, we may not even make contact - the way I would want us to.  But simply to gaze upon your regularity of being fills me with elated appreciation of perceiving such a gift.  I wish there was a way for me to convey my heart, no - my lust, so that you could know that my abyss of mystery waits for you.  Come closer dear one, and allow me the alluring scent of your essence so that I may carry your perfection with me always.  Bless me with a kiss perhaps, to fill my soul with light, so that I may glow each time your name is said on my lips.  If I could be with you, I would find a way.  Our space, and differences reduce this logical union.  Instead, I inhale you - in simplistic devotion, allowing my illusion to be fed.

By Arthena Sophia

Rise from FEAR

FEAR

Face

Everything

And 

Rise

Yet how many of you feel fear and stand like a doe facing an 18 wheeler? The purpose of creating fear is to raise ones adrenaline. This hormone is very interesting as it releases a scent... you know that one picked up by animal predators. Often when this is happening our blood they say has a specific taste to it.  It has been known through many spiritual channels that fear is what the ruling class, and the dark ones seek to keep creating in us.  Our adrenaline is feeding SOMETHING.

What is that thing?

It is something of your worst nightmares, a concoction of your whole life and all of the stories of boogiemen you were ever told.  Yet like all perceptions, it is false.  Another FEAR interpretation is False Evidence Appearing Real.  Have you ever noticed that sometimes when enough time has passed, that as you look back on why you were afraid of something or someone was due to the evidence your own mind convinced you was true?  If you answered yes, then trust me, fear is an illusion. Literally.

But as a human being, we do feel fear for good reason: Survival.  But this emotion has been manipulated by what we know as the media.  And if we cannot be made to fear, we will be made to anger.  But that is for another blog entry.

As we feel fear, we have two choices. To act, or to ignore.  If we act we may have to evaluate if our life is threatened, or if our own perception is faulty.  If we ignore it, it may be because we are about to die anyway, or because the fear is false.  Fear is at the base of all hidden emotions and feelings, and no matter what reason you may feel in the dense energies, fear is the beginning and the end.

So as you look into the abyss of fear, fear will be looking back at you.  Decide which will triumph.


~ by Arthena Sophia

The End of Days

We are currently living in what is known as by some as *The End of Days* - or "lifting the veil".  This is a time of great battles and darkness to sway the path of those who hold the light away from their course.

There is no place in this physical world where evil does not live, and prey on the innocent.  Yet with all of this knowledge, and proof - we still stand divided.  I have witnessed many times the selfish will of man pitted against another simply to safe face, yet both fighting on the same side.  This type of inner conflict is something that we all must learn to not give in to.  And by inner conflict I do mean to find that place within ones self, where another's behaviour no longer disturbs your inner peace, then shine that bright example so that the daemons that walk among us, are then powerless. [sorry for the run on sentence].  Once we find that place of peace, it is then key to bring that power, that internal glow that will not be sucked in by the vacuumed vortex of chaos and destruction (different from the kind of chaos that leads to order).

There are some, so arrogant in their claims, that they waver not in their view... let them be.  You may decide to rock the boat a bit, and toy with them like a cat with a moth, but in the end it is best to allow them to unravel.  Perpaps then they will recollect themself; especially now during our blessed mercury retrograde.  In ancient times it was said that the Solar Eclipse would bring the end of the world.  Perhaps it did. As it is certain that superstition and religious ambition did clash enough to cause a shift between what is natural, and what is forbidden by the psychopathic man.  During these moments in history, at least the one recorded, an end to the world as many knew it was forever changed, as those who were accused of treason, or heresy were put to slaughter, often at the rumour of a known nemesis. 

There are clues in our media that lead us towards a world where our children spy on us, our neighbours are not known, and our very selves repressed.  We sit and watch TV or FILM hoping to dull the pain of our lives, but not ever really addressing it.  Our minds are controlled by frequencies, our thoughts are monitored via social media, and at the very root of it all, we are tracked by a portable device known as the cell phone.

Remember all of the joyous and triumphant tunes of Celebration in "Hair" of the coming of the "Age of Aquarius".  How magnificent it sounded to rejoice in the element of peace and comradery - yet how false... at least for now.  Like the legend of Pandora's box, we must deal with the darkness, the dis-ease, the dis-order first so that we may clear a path to the benevolent world I feel the majority of earthlings want.  Yet, why do we still combat one another, in a joust of wits, to prove a point that one is right?  Does it really matter when we are fighting for peace, and bounty for all, in a world free of secular oppression?

This blog entry addresses a few areas to look into, and perhaps a look into ones self.  Remember always:
"...when you gaze long into an abyss the abyss also gazes into you."
- Friedrich Nietzsche

   ~ By Arthena Sophia ~
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